Monday, February 28, 2011

Smiling though it all.

My first picture book i remember of mine is of snow-white,

Reading and cherishing,the dwarf friends never leaving the side,

The beautiful ending with prince charming saving the day,

And thinking life is a piece of choclate.

Nobody told me then Life wont be a fairytale.

Nobody told me then there would be times it would be hard to even smile.

Nobody told me then sometimes i would be left all alone.

Nobody told me then Prince charming doesn't exist

Then life happened,Innocence dissapperared,reality striked

and then fairytale became the stories for leisure.

The day i lost my doll,

and cried my heart out.

Mom consoled,Dad bought me a new one.

Life continued to spring on me its new twists and turns.

Some were small and some were mean.

But one advice stood out all the time,

And that was grandma's words of wisdom.

Remember dear

There is going to be things you going to see

that's gonna make it hard to smile in the future.

But through whatever you see,

through all the pain,through all the greys and white

You gotta be able to smile.

Smiling though it all.

And sometimes when i forget those words

Life becomes a tragedy and darkness prevail.

Pain exceeds the status where its unbearable,

Even when its the smallest rock on the path,

It looks like a mountain,

So i know now its better to smile through the pain

As its only a gain to my soul in everyway.

Smiling though it all.

Friday, January 28, 2011

InTerPreTingLIFE: WITHIN ME

InTerPreTingLIFE: WITHIN ME

WITHIN ME


Close the eyes
And look inside oneself
Don't we all wanna do that
And When i got the chance
I grabbed it with both hands.
Closed my eyes
Veil of uncertainty draped
within me.
Needed to find the strength
within me,
Wanted to break free
Lead my life with no fear.

Soon the voice guided me
Slowly felt dark clouds within the sky of my heart,
Ready to face my fear
Ready to let it pass through me
Ready to let go.
Saw the darkest moments of my life
which had been buried and forgotten.
Felt the pain draping me within & outside
& realized darkest moments are memory
to recall for strength
Suddenly felt cold breeze engulfing within me.
I turned on my inner eye
Felt & saw the veil that had concealed
the tears of pain & despair.
Things became clear when i looked
into my heart,
For within the midst of my pain
I found the meaning of my life
Just when i thought its the end
I saw the light within me.
Only the strength within me
will guide me.
Only I will remain.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

WALK IN THE RAIN


Walk in the rain
bought all the pain,
It was like me & sky crying
at the same time.
Admist the tears & pain
I had reflections of the past,
Learned a lot of lessons,
But it seems like a never ending saga
I lie at the night & think about my life,
I don't know who to blame
Its a never ending search
I can only look to me to find the way
it all began.
Its like the greyness of the clouds feeds on
lonliness and creates a void in my soul.
Shadows haunt & torture my soul,
Is it futile to hope & dream?
Emptyness builds a home in my soul.